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| 02:15pm 05/01/2008 |
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havent been on this thing in about 2 years lol. jus remembered about it there. was readin through all my old posts there, jesus fuck have i changed lol. what was the wriing style all about. jesus i used to be a whiney fucker lol. update on my life, i am 20, studyin computer science at queens, part time supervisor in a petrol station and in a long term relationship, id say life is good. actually goin out with ryan, who i was best friends with for 8 years beforehand, so we know like everything about each other. have work at 3-11 2nite but i dont really mind cause even thouh its saturday, i wouldnt be out anyway cause of an exam on monday. i still procrastonate lol, no change there. gunna have to change my photo, i dont look anything like that anymore. i actually am of a sensible weight these days. and i no longer wear hate that cover my face lol. god it feels like i'm brand new to this thing again, don't really know what to write. |
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| 10:59am 22/01/2006 |
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mood:  as in my bum is numb
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1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal?:
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
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12. The best time of the year:
RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, or album:
PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you. |
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| my first real update |
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| 10:03pm 20/01/2006 |
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mood: drunk music: metallica - bleeding me
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it has been such a long time since ive given this thing a proper update, its insane. just at the minute i am feeling quite talkative, but that could be the fact that i am slightly drunk. so lets talk about some things
1. big brother - what kind of freakshow is it? i mean jesus crist, pete burns look like hes cut someones cunt off and stuck it to his face
2. exams - who thought them up? they are the root of all evil
3. as is dance music
4. ardoyne nightclubs are shitholes
5. i should never drink
6. boys confuse me
7. eh eh ehhhhhhh
8. does anyone watch tittybangbang? its hilarious lol
9. i love desperate housewives it is amazing, that and sex in teh city
10.i am in love with ryan reynolds, he is pure sex
11.does anyone actually know the way to san hose?
12. or amarillo for that matter
13. how did they think of sex? i mean did the man just go i should put my long thing here in that slimy hole there and see what happens?
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| 08:20pm 06/01/2006 |
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mood: sick music: 112 - peaches and cream
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i am updating this for the first time in months
i have the flu
thats all i can think of |
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| For Steve |
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| 07:21pm 30/07/2005 |
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mood: happy music: sir mix alot - jump on it
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1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3) I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written
I havent updated this thing in absolutely ages. I don't know why... |
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| 11:02am 10/06/2005 |
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mood: loved music: nicole wray - if i was your girlfriend
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Your #1 Love Type: INFP | The Idealist
In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.
Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.
Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
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| 04:04pm 27/05/2005 |
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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| 06:05pm 24/05/2005 |
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music: ruslana - wild dances
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my favourite singer at the minute is from ukraine, do i need shot? |
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| 10:33pm 19/05/2005 |
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mood:  stressed music: none
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stress, stress, stress
*pulls hair out* |
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| 07:37pm 06/05/2005 |
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mood: stressed music: basse attack - nobody listens to techno (drunken memories)
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the time is comin near. and i have done exactly what i vowed not to. i have wated another year by being lazy and now as the tests approach i am totally unprepared which is shite. i am really ashamed of myself but still i am too lazy to do anything about it :(. i might just get up really early in the morning and go down the library and get a bit of studying done before i have to go to work. i still have a bit of time to get myself up to scratch, my first written exam isnt until the first of june but my irish oral exam is on the 24th of june. i have really gotten myself freaked out about this now and the stress is beginning!
i keep getting really bad headaches and stuff which cant be good, i think is because of stress though. i have a problem though. i cannot stay focused on the one thing, i cant even write a text message, or even get dressed in the mornins without getting distracted, which concerns me very much because it means i cant spend more than 10 minutes on something before giving up, the only time i dont get distracted is if im doin something on the computer. i am worried.
another thing i am doing which i vowed not to is jumping from boy to boy, though this year so far i have only gone through 3 boyfriends which have been joe chris and gary. but i have been jumpin from boy i like to boy i like. i am a mess |
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| 08:53pm 19/04/2005 |
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mood: chipper music: anesthesia
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i always forget to update this bitch lol. the sun is out and im feelin fine, cept for this little niggling feeling about boys, i depend too much. but the perfect guy is right there and i didnt even notice him, until yesterday. i met him at the gaelteacht. anyways, i still havent lived up to my promise that i would pull the finger out and do some study. as of next week, i will be super study woman!!! i will be smart and i will be practically fluent in irish and i will be of politicians standard at politics(u like my joke?) and i will be at authors standard of english. one can wish :(. |
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| 07:59pm 03/04/2005 |
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mood: irish music: snow patrol - run
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well, i came back from the gaelteacht yesterday, it was fuckin amazing, i wish i had have started going earlier. a whole week of speaking irish probably sounds terrible to the non irish speaker, but it is the best craic you would ever have ever. glad to be home but i miis it too, made loads of new friends. havin trouble speakin constant english now tho lol. anyways, no1 reads this lol. slan |
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| 07:08pm 24/03/2005 |
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mood: excited music: goodies
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cya in a week yall, steve, have a great bday, i really hope i can make yr party, if i cant i am sooooooooo sorry, but i will try my very very very very best. and ur post steve, in some ways ur right, but like ur friend said u cant judge every1 on the actions of a few. but i hope u feel better dear. david, sorry i am missing unity again, good luck!!. everybody else, cyas in a week!! |
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| 11:02pm 22/03/2005 |
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mood: happy music: ok go - get over it
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twas my last day of big w there, it was actually really good i am really happy for some reason considering my boyfriend just broke up with me lol, ishnt that veird!! going to the gaelteacht on friday cant wait :) |
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| 12:24pm 20/03/2005 |
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mood:  confused music: mr brightside
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hello everyone, havent been on this in a while, i keep forgettin to update. lifes been treatin me great recently, well part from last night but we will not talk about that. just started goin out with a fellow called chris, he is cool :). st paddys day was eventful lol, alot of drink and a massive brawl lol, how fun :). going to the gaelteacht on friday, i cannot wait woohoo, a whole week of speaking nothing but irish, no english allowed, how fun lol. anyways i cant think of nethin else to write so godspeed :).
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| 08:23pm 20/01/2005 |
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mood: sick music: finntroll - vargtimmen
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I must say my week this week has been most dull, sunday was my fathers birthday so we went out for dinner before i went to Big W's staff party, however, just before i went out i threw up and took a fever, i did not tell anyone i had a fever and jusy went out anyway, that was a big mistake to make. after having an awful time at the party, going home early and not sleeping at all, i spent from monday until yesterday stuck lying on the sofa, i even had to sleep there as i was unable to even carry myself up to my bed. i have only been able to eat food today,but it is good. if i am better tomorrow i am allowed to go down and get my tattoo extended :) |
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| 05:21pm 09/01/2005 |
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mood: relieved music: Eastenders in the background
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I was outraged to find out that as i logged onto my faceparty today, someone had rated me with all the negative ratings, slag, fishy, stuff like that. it wasn't half obvious who it was because i know what they are like, i mean, how childish. all i can say is that i waited too long to get out of that trap, that's all i see it as, since my grandmother died and i saw how much they didn't care i have been trying to get out, but felt guilty because they were able to make me feel bad.
I slept last night, mainly because there was no wind to keep me awake. Yesterday was quite busy, didn't stay in the house for long. when i woke up i met Joe and we went down to Big W to see if he was getting his job back and for me to hand in my holiday request. After that we took a trip into town and i bought a few things, mainly a new jacket because i was freezing. we met Junes John and Sinead and we took a walk around before goin up to Joes district. We ran into Ginger John and Angela and proceeded to walk me home. When i got home i could not feel my hands, so i bought gloves today heh. later on i went to a party at Joe's friends house, then went to Joes for a while.
Today i have not been up to much, mainly because its a sunday. I actually find that quite funny what those childish lot have done, i have grown up alot since getting rid of them :)
schol tomorrow though :(. kinda scared, because foolishly i didnt work for the first few months there. i will pass my AS levels, i will |
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| 06:49pm 07/01/2005 |
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mood: good music: Rhapsody - Holy Thunderforce
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Anyone who tends to lay to rest after the hours of 12 was bound to hear the screaming and howling of the wind last night, it was wild. As i lay in bed with a bit of music on, all i could hear was the screeching of the wind battering against the telephone lines and the windows of my house, it drowned out the music. I hear that this is set to get worse, and i was surprised when i woke up this afternoon(at 2pm) to find that there was absolutely no damage done by the wind, when, as i looked out the windows last night, i saw trees being blown, i am surprised that they did not fall down or even bend, i saw these very trees today standing as tall and as straight as they always did.
My day today was very lazy, as you know i didn't awake until my mother came home from work at 2, i sat for a while and ate, before heading down to Big W to sort out my holidays, after that i just spent the day playing video games, san andreas yay. After that i went for a bit of a wait in the chinese for my curry, but it was worth it, and now i sit here typing. My plans tonight are to head up to the boyfriends house for a bit of a drink with him and his friends, which is always great fun. |
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